February 2012
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Asking Hannah so Snoball tonight
feelin like a boss when you log onto tumblr at the...
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Next week
Tuesday: valentines day.
Wednesday: me and Hannah’s 3 month.
Next week will be amazing
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Get to go to school late
Dentist time motherfuckers. That shit cray
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Hey Guys
im actually super exccited for my date. Like this is gonnna be a great night, especially since its gonna be with two of my best guy friends and their girls too. Im so excited.
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Fuck this whole week.
Seriously I’m so sick of shit. I thought things were getting better but then I got to baseball and now everything’s so far downhill. Hannah probably fell asleep and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone but her about what’s really going on. Fuck I need the weekend
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New Music:
The Ghost Inside - Returners
Memphis May Fire - The Hollow
Mayday Parade - A Lesson in Romantics
He'll Never Leave
I feel him deep inside
My heart is where he will confide
He’s owned my soul before
I was burned down to the core
He knows the way, he knows the path
He could turn my life into a blood bath
I banish him from my mind
Constricted by an unbreakable bind
He peeks around
Never to be found
He’ll never leave
The Devil will never leave my soul
So fight I must
Suffering
The thing inside of me
That which I cannot see
Controls my mind
My way of life
Eternal regret
For the things I have said
I see the light so far away
But I always wander far astray
The need for attention
The need for love
The need for acceptance
I cannot see
What this has done to me
It’s changed my life
In twisted ways
It’s conquered me
There’s nothing left
But...
Unforgiven, Unforgotten
You’ve always gained from my pain
Lost you once, Never wanted back
You dragged me back around
I fell for your tricks
Your deceit was unbelievable
I came back to you
Sacrificed myself
For you’re charred black heart
I learned to go my own way
You fucked me over
So fuck you.
Now I gave my heart to someone worthy
We want to be friends
But what you did is not forgotten
Not...
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So before i go to bed.
im considering putting on some old poems and other shit that i wrote/drew back when my depression was the worst its been. Like if you think i should?
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Fucking Seriously? The Conclusion
I just learned today that one of my very close friends has been having a lot of issues lately, especially with boyfriends and just boys in general. I also learned that she has a heart condition and stress just adds to that, which has recently been making it worse. Before doctors have also found white blotches in her brain during MRI scans but they would disappear soon. They found another one...
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Fucking Seriously? Pt. 2
All of my insecurities are coming back. I hate the way i look, the way i dress, the way i act around people. And its all because of fucking people who talk about me behind my back. Yeah i know every fucking one of you that talk behind my back. You guys really are some fucking assholes.
It doesnt help that im constantly being reminded of all of my ex relationships and flings and thats really...
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Fucking Seriously? Pt. 1
youre realllly gonna pull this shit again. Im so fucking sick of you complaining about how your life isnt worthwhile and that everythings gone all downhill and you dont know why. ITS ALL YOUR OWN FAULT. youre the one doing drugs and drinking everyday when you should be in college. You havent even tried changing. You dont even fucking talk to anyone about your problems and you expect people to...
January 2012
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Fidem Fortunas
Faith and fortune.
“I think i’m looking for the answers to the unexplainable. Sometimes there’s no...”
– Selina Camargo (via stunningredlips)
When people talk about Tumblr in public...
omfgsomepersonactually:
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for one night,
i just want to have a really good conversation with someone i never thought i would. it doesnt have to be like a good subject, just one that keeps me interested. or even if someone went anon and did that shit. i dont know thats just the sort of mood im in. i feel like i could rant all night about different things and i would feel…happy. its been a long time since i felt this way. my throat...
fuckyeahwhit:
MGK ft Waka Flocka Flame- Wild Boy...
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why do you insist on texting me still?
especially while your in germany studying abroad. and you decide to leave early? thats the chance of a lifetime. thats not what pisses me off though. what pisses me off is that you keep telling me you miss me and want to hangout. I KNOW YOU. i know youll try something. you say you want to meet hannah? thats fine, you dont need to add “i need to make sure shes good enough.” im 100%...
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OMFG IM SO EXCITED
Upcoming fifth studio album (2012-present)
“After the band’s recent tour in the US and UK throughout the months of November & December 2011, the band had written new materials that is to be included in their fifth studio album. In preparation of the new album, the band would be heading into the studio later in the upcoming months, most probably in March 2012 as said by frontman...
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That one friend
The one you never thought you would meet, in one of the most bizarre places you could think. Going from those awkward “hello” moments to chest bumping, card playing friends. The ones who say they’d cut people for the other. I have one of those, and I’m so excited to see her this summer (:
Hey "Friends"
Remember me? That guy you used to want to hang out with and talk to. The one that you now pick on behind his back and talk shit about him even when he’s around? Do you know him? Yeah that me. He’s not alright thanks for asking. I can tell you guys care from the one person that actually checked up on me. So while I’m sitting here all sick and depressed, fuck you and have a nice...
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Tonight’s turning Into one of those nights. One of those nights where you really don’t give a fuck.
I just want her back here. To be able to hear her say those 3 words in my ear.
Fuck depression. I can’t handle that shit